Oh my dear friend, the sun of my life in the the cold weather, the one best Friend and super-glorious companion who never left me in the deadness of this sin, my bone-friend who showed us the way. But dear, what happened?, what did You encoutered along the way? What did You get stumbled at? Dear did You missed the mark?, but dear i remember You once told me that the things of This world is passing away having no Sense of confidence to be trusted in?, dear You once spake to my bold twingling ears this words which totally turned my heart from it, You ellaborated This to me: you said vividely This even when i haven’t knew it is in the Bible, You said it, i got it, You made emphasis on it and that went down-deep the marrows of my bones, interpreting itself saying
“LOVE NOT THE WORLD NEITHER THE THINGS IN THE WORLD, IF ANY MAN LOVE THE WORLD, THE LOVE OF THE FATHER IS NOT IN HIM” (1 John2:15).
Bro, i still remember You zoomed further down the line saying to me “FOR ALL THAT IS IN THE WORLD, THE LUST OF THE FLESH, THE LUST OF THE EYES AND THE PRIDE OF LIFE, IS NOT OF THE FATHER, BUT IS OF THIS WORLD (vs. 16) and You spoke more saying “AND THE WORLD PASSETH AWAY AND THE LUST THEREOF: BUT HE WHO DOETH THE WILL OF GOD ABIDETH FOREVER!!!”(vs. 17)
Bro, i can feel the impact of the dept of my mind as it bring me into the limelight of conciousness to Follow truthfullness , it staggard and gave me the phenominum to think aright. My bro my quest now is, who took You to babylon? Who made You to wallow in the mire You drew most of us from? I can see myself in that condition earlier before You told us that all these things never made sense, dear You showed us the way to be washed, You led us to HIM and we were made clean, but dear my heart-breaking thought now is that i can’t see You in that your destined position any longer, You are not longer the flag bearer of the song:
” It pays to serve Jesus i speak from my heart
He ‘ll always be with us when we do our part,
There’s Nothing in This wide-world can pleasure afford,
I will be a true Soldier, i die at my post”.
My bro, am really depressed seeing You are coming down the ladder You have very much advanced so higher on, i can still stick out one on thought then saying “WHO CAN SEPERATE US FROM THE LOVE OF CHRIST?
SHALL TRIBULATION, OR DISTRESS, OR PERSECUTION……?(Rom. 8:35)”. The vomit You drove us away from, bro Why are You coming back licking it? You told us also Then that You have a targer which You called “HEAVEN”
in which sworn that Nothing can take You away from the view and that You can’t afford missing it. Bro you made us catch the fire but bro i can see that You have lost the flow. You made us got invaded by the power of speaking in tongues but bro where are those gifts?
Bro, You told us that looking unto Jesus, the Author and finisher of our Faith, but bro did You lost FOCUS? Oh my dear bro i cry tears putting down this derge, putting down the staff of power You beared relentlessly make me weep and desire Your understanding to make the U-turn to your direction of your first love i earger to cling to. Bro, i can view out that You also told us that “Though a righteos man falls seven times, that He will surely rise again”. Bro This i know that you can rise again, take up You staff where you left it and You arms of Faith at the known position where You dropped them, take it up i urge You my mentor because there are still many fervent things i will still and wanna learn from You. That our evangelism and Morning cry, i still have it in mind that we can still do it when we agree in This greater power!
Dear Please hear me and come back, Am eargerly waiting!!!